Reflection upon myself

For the past 13 years, when I still 7 years old with nothing, I have achieved many things from zero to hero. When I was 7 years old, my personality was quite timid, soft, and aware of my surrounding. I hate myself.  Several factors which I determined that myself what made I into that personality. One of that was how my parent once treated me extremely strictly, which constricted my thoughts and feelings about being a normal boy as my friend is. From 7 years of me to 14 years old, I experienced quite a journey with needed a massive, passionate value. I often get into trouble when it came to bullies issue by other friends and the gang. I was desperately scared and went away as far as I could. I experienced my own family rebellion, and in the end, my dad and mum went divorce, and once I asked myself, what is the purpose of my birth in a family that is not like the other family, and it took some processes.  But it also reminds me of the good event once with my good friends. I made many comrades and friends. We had our great time together. We often playing outdoor games since those ages are not particularly in the modern age. By bonding with many friends and comrades, they developed me into a new image that I unconsciously realized through many events and processes. I learn to love myself. With many supportive comrades and friends, I deepened my knowledge of religion and accepted as a Christian follower. Slowly, I developed myself to love and embrace myself facing real-life through societies and willingly wants to help people on those out there who suffer searching in the confusion of personalities. Another event is definitely my education life. I still can’t believe that I currently study here in university since I myself not that perfectly smart. At first, I thought that I ended my study after I’m finished my SPM, and then I can find a job. With satisfied SPM results, I’m continued my journey to study at Form 6 and took the STPM test. Besides, to fulfill my promises to my dear self and impress and repay my dad's debt, who has to suffer bitter experiences than me where keep us full and protect us for a long time, I scored in my STPM examination and got a nice CGPA. With a great hard effort for the past few years, now I’m on my degree level.